words can't describe it, cubby - i'm back up to almost 152 from a low of 132, got a lot of my energy back, not feeling so drained anymore - at the end of april i didnt think i was going to make it thru may, i could barely make it to the bathroom, so I went to the dispensary and spent almost my whole disability check on high cbd oil - I bought 6 syringes for 600 bucks plus some high cbd herb to smoke, too - i figured if i was dead i didn't need to eat anyway. Then the people who make the oil, they stepped up and put me on their hospice program where i only pay shipping and taxes on the amount of oil they send me. so instead of say, 1600 bucks for a months worth of oil at the dispensary now i am only paying about 78 bucks a month. Thank God for compassion!!!